JONIZZLE

what zee heck...the # of comments in my link says "0" even if i have some...

i bought a cowboy hat tonight. haha its awesome. Howdy y'all!

and in other news...i meant to blog this awhile ago, but yea. during the afternoon tennis clinic at The Park, one of the kids asked me if i was chinese. i said no of course...but then right after another kid asked me if i was Taiwanese. i was like what the...YES I AM TAIWANESE! hahaha. dude. little 10 or 11 year old kid asked me if i was taiwanese. taiwan was the 2nd guess they made before japan and korea etc etc...hahaha. that was awesome. and the story is done.

congrats youth staff. too bad jh staff is BETTER THAN YOU! haha oh im only half-joking. teeheehee.

Sunday, June 22nd. yea.

I guess im being strong, but i dont want to be. i want to be weak and frail and hold on. but i shouldnt. so i have to be strong. its for the best. yes? i pray that it is. i pray i dont regret this, unlike my actions...or lack thereof...3 years ago. but as they say in Rent, forget regret, for life is yours to miss. but i cant help it. im missing out on life. which is why i have to help it. which is why i have to be strong.

i ate too much at dinner. appetizer platter and a breakfast meal. one n jen didnt feel like going inside, so she called me to go get grub. brian came along. lori was working. it was a good time. the food counteracted with what i did earlier when i was "strong". yea. sure.

itll be a long road. a long journey. and it will take some times. hopefully it will work. well actually, i hope it wont. i hope there would be another way for this to all come to a conclusion. i hope id get the girl. but it doesnt seem that way.

so time to change focus and switch gears. work tomorrow, bright and early. i love my job. tac is in...uh...2 weeks...what the dilly. and hey, taf in like 6. whoa. taf in 6 weeks...

i cant wait. ill need to stay strong, at least till then.

- yaaaay! hootie & the blowfish is coming to the illinois state fair on august 15th! HOOTIE HOOTIE HOOTIE! who wants to come with???

- my toes hurt from hours of basketball.

- a couple of us guys at the Park are patching up cracks on the tennis courts. we had this cement tar stuff to fill it in, and well, it got covered my hands and was an f-ing ho to get off. I used some gritty soap...and well, it rubbed the skin off of my knuckles. it does not feel good. i also drew a tattoo "J" on my left arm, and oh man, it was SO COOL! i want a tat now, haha yea, it was sweet. i came off pretty easily though...and then the next day...it caused a rash. and my left arm was burning in pain. but i still want a tat.

- Being strong sometimes means being able to let go.

- Blah.

ahahah. eat it.

i was leaving the mall, and while i was waiting in the right turn lane, i looked back in my rear view mirror and saw that the car behind me was waiting awfully close. i didnt think much of it right away, but as i turned right he was still right behind me. didnt do anything major yet, although i did ride my breaks for awhile to see if he would continue to stay on my ass...and he did.

so as we left the next stop light, i pondered what i should do: speed up and see if he still rides me and then slam on my breaks? or just go 40mph in a 55mph zone? i chose the latter. and it was a success! as i drove along slowly, i could see him raising his arms in the air saying something like "c'mon!" in my rearview windown. He was getting frustrated and it was good to see. he was swerving back and forth in the lane....and luckily the other lane to my right had a slow van leading the way! we sandwhiched that mofo in there! eventually, he was able to get in the other lane 2 cars back...and then i sped up to piss him off. AND IT WORKED. i went to turn left but i had slowed down again to see if he would do something as he passed me. oh and it was fantastic! he rolled his window down...stuck his arm out the window and waved it around...and yelled something at me! i laughed. he was pissed. served him right for tailgating me. hahaha.

i only wish i would have done a cheerful "honk honk" as he passed me. that would have been the icing on the cake : )

in other news...i talked with haley liss on the phone for 22 minutes. random...?

some new blogs:

Catdogg
Kelly
CaliKaren Updated
Pauline - moving to xanga. aww man...i need the mad aim smiley now here...

haha uh...

so in my fantasy baseball prospect draft tonight, someone picked this guy named Merkin Valdez from the SF Giants.

according to dictionary.com,

mer·kin (mûrkn)
n.
A pubic wig for women.

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a pubic wig??? Why does a woman need a pubic wig??? .... ??? ... ???

um...ok so im at the computer here at work, and i was looking at my blog...and in my may 29th entry, i have the word "boyfriend" in it...and somehow it was linked....to a dating website....!!! WHAT?!?! how does my blog automatically get linked like that???? does anyone else see the link???

so i threw some pictures of mine up online so i can access them at work and print them out there using manny's super printer, and hey, i might as well give y'all the links eh?

matt tyler and julie overlooking the stadium at Mizzou...from julies dorm...
whitney & whitney
a really cool picture of the Arch
Julie & Shannon
Meeee! in a cool black and white.

theyre all big though, so yea, it might take awhile to load, hehe. make them your desktop! yea! especially the one of the Arch. its pimp.